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[19 Dec 2005|12:09pm] |
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i am having the worst day ever...EVER!
let me rephrase that the worst time since i got home from school!
how can people be so inconsiderate of your feelings and have no common sense??
why dont people communicate?
why do we make it so complicated?
i have no words to describe the way i feel right now, i dont even know how i feel right now!
what the hell am i suppose to do right now?!
why do i keep losing people?
i feel so much better now.
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| what in hell is wrong with me? |
[22 Sep 2005|03:00pm] |
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i got bitten
i thought i had the prevention
i didnt know that it was still around
i hadnt seen it in a long while soo...
i thought it would never come back in to my life
but then they told me it was still there
i went looking for it and found it
i think about it eveyday
i feel the fear, it makes me exhausted
i'm not sure how to deal with it
i dont know what to do
i sit while its thoughts consume me
i thought i had this figured out
why is it all coming back?
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[06 Sep 2005|03:58pm] |
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i am soo freaken pissed off......i a freaken parking ticket before i could even go to the business office to get a parking permit even though i'm only going to have the damn car for two damn days...uhhhhh i'm so mad! $40 freaken dollars for nothing! then i had to park all the way in hell just so that i hopefully dont get another one....
then the damn lady in business office want the damn car registration.....who the hell carries car registration in their car???
i'm going to drink two zimas to see if that works!
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| long time no see! |
[02 Sep 2005|03:03pm] |
hey heheh i havent posted in a long long time and well claudia has been on like everyday so i felt like getting on and updating! soo....i just got home from san antonio for the weekend....whoooohooooo!
college is so damn easy and life has been somewhat fun except that flor isn't in san antonio!
um.... i picked up my check today that was awesome cuz i'm really broke...seriously.....anybody else broke or am i the only one?
well i'm going to go shopping soo see ya laters
love helen
hey michael back in san antonio!
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| this one's for matt! |
[05 May 2005|10:11pm] |
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hey well i haven't updated in a long long time....sorry
um nothing much has been going on except work and school (i'm going crazy)
except for the time i got pulled over by the police with liqour in the trunk....barely got out of that one
since my last update i really have not done anything extra ordinary then there was the roadtrip to san antonio with claudia for the fashion show (men in the womens bathroom)
eating with flor at chili's about a hundred times (and getting free sugar)
turning 18 ! (o yeah)
getting my second car already with out crashing the first!
cant wait!
well that is about it, remind me if i forgot anything!
helen
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[03 Feb 2005|08:59pm] |
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cold....
whataburger chocolate shake.....
asleep in anatomy....
spending morning rounds with claudia (like everyday)....."i see paris, i see france..."
jessica's cool little paint dood....
claudia's hair twin / my little friend from scitech....
"i'm sorry we dont transfer personal calls.."
*fustration*
*rage*
napping in jones' class....
cold....
spending time with the grandpa- Mr. Berne....
staying after school and waiting for someone....
talking about ppl at the basketball game....
forgeting to put the car in reverse....
freezing our a**es to the memorial bleachers....
wishing good luck to my friends in HOSA....
warm....
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[26 Jan 2005|03:11pm] |
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so yesterday was totally crazy......i pumped gas into the car for the first time in my life while my mom yelled at me.....i was late for picking flor up at the bus stop (actually it was kinda funny) no i'm just kiddin...seriously i was planning on being there early! then we get to weslaco and decide to stop for a taquito for flor...when we got to circle K they were out of taquitos so i was like how bout DQ...so we pull into DQ and it says "beep when ready" in the drive through so i beeped but nothin happened so we pulled around to the window and came face-to-face with a janitor cleaning inside...so we peeled out of there fast and finally settled for a strawberry milkshake at Whataburger! then i almost crashed into jessica....
later...
i was in the nursery at the hospital feeding this baby and it got projectile emesis and vomitted all over me....that made my day
after school...
we were working on yearbook and we're hungry so we decided to go back to weslaco...heheh...we ended up stopping at every single fast food restaurant there and ended up with ...
a #1 and #3 (supersized for claudia)
ONE large Fry (with TWO packets of ketchup)
apple dippers
three mcflurries (2 oreo, 1 M&M)
chicken nuggets
#1 and #6
...it was goood!
in the midst of that i almost crashed in the drive through cuz the car was in reverse!
-finis-
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[21 Jan 2005|01:20pm] |
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hey i haven't updated in a while.....
maybe cuz nothin much has been happening....
heheh....
yesssss...i found out i have another paycheck waiting for me at work...awesome..
i have no dinero....
-finis-
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[14 Jan 2005|05:16pm] |
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day started out bad....i thought it was saturday.....*tear*...*sniffle*....and then to make matters worst i sat in the bloody (sorry michael i stole your word) cold at the bus stop for 20 minutes....actually it all started last night when my car had a flat tire...and then i got to school today and i had to talk to this girl whos evry other word was *cough*...nah i'm just kiddin..
but today was like no other day....me and claudia got to be BEANERS...yup for reals...now i know how all yall feel...the experience was totally awesome...well i got to go cuz the gov. sub. is taking us back to class before the bell rings...how lame is that
-finis-
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[12 Jan 2005|06:54pm] |
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hey youguys like my icon .... its Twiggy...i bet Claudia is the only one that figured that one out.
today was so disconbobulated....i felt like hiney all day today...but i did learn some sign words that are very useful...like -fine, hate....yup they're very deep...
flor remind me tomorrow to go to the office....k...well i'm going to go eat some mexican food...yup..you better believe it...
-finis-
hey by the way claudia do you know where i can get some drugs at school....*wink*
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[10 Jan 2005|10:20am] |
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hey whats up this is my very first live journal entry (or should i say "lj" heheh j/k)yeah so my two very good friends set this up for me....i would like point out the love of my life in the background...yup! so....
-finis-
♥
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